zuisuicidewannabe

CHAPTER 1

Amy Watts always had a dream, a dream to become a famous model, she always wanted to walk her walk with style and class in front of many people and she always wanted to have paparazzi chase her down the street snapping photos of her every move. Amy Watts wanted this so bad she wanted fame, glamour and fortune; she wanted people to love her and recognize her wherever she went. But unfortunately Amy Watts wasn’t a famous model, she wasn’t idolized by many and she didn’t have the fortune she wished she could have. “Why am I not famous?” Amy said to herself out loud, “Why am I not?” she said once again. Amy broke down into tears she couldn’t help herself she tried to reach her dream of becoming a famous model for 2 whole years, but still after 2 years Amy hadn’t reached her goal and she didn’t understand why. “I worked so hard for 2 whole years!” cried Amy as she threw herself onto her bed, “I’ve taken more than 10,000 photos, flew to 10 different countries for photo shoots and all the times I’ve been rejected…countless!” cried Amy at the top of her lungs. Amy was devastated she sunk her face into her pillow and screamed madly until her throat went all dry. “Look at me I’m such a mess” said Amy as she gazed at her reflection in the mirror wiping mascara from her teary eyes, “What am I going to do now? My dreams of becoming a model are over, I’m broke from spending money on flights, hotels, clothes and food and I don’t even have enough money to pay this weeks rent, I’m down to my last $25!” said Amy as she bit her bottom lip in fear. Amy was in deep trouble she was worried and confused she only had one choice left and this choice wasn’t a very pleasant one at all… she had to take her ex-boyfriend back.

 

Amy’s ex-boyfriend Daniel a.k.a Dud, was desperate to have her back he sent Amy hand written letters every fortnight and they had already broken up for 1 year. Daniel was obsessed with Amy, every now and then he would leave a desperate message on Amy’s phone expressing his feelings for her and how he and she were meant to be, Amy always deleted Daniel’s messages she didn’t love him at all. Daniel came from quite a wealthy family he had a lawyer for a father and a nurse for a mother, Daniel’s parents provided him with money whenever he needed it he even used some of his parents’ money to buy Amy clothes and jewellery when he and Amy where still a couple. But there came a day where Daniel became a pain in the neck he was always interfering with Amy’s life and he always accused Amy of cheating on him, Amy got sick of his behavior and so she dumped Daniel, Amy thought this was the best decision she had ever made in her entire life…Until now! Amy needed Daniel she needed his money (more like his parents’ money) she needed a place to stay as she couldn’t afford to pay her rent, she needed the luxury that Daniel once gave her and so she decided to call Daniel and tell him she was willing to give him a second chance. Of course Amy didn’t really want Daniel back she just wanted money and a home to stay in, but she was willing to put her love life on hold so long as she could have money and shelter. Amy worried as she dialed Daniel’s number and waited for him to pick up what if Daniel didn’t want her back? What if he had changed his mind about Amy…? “Hello” said Daniel, “Ah, hi it’s ah me Amy listen I was thinking maybe we should give it another go” said Amy calmly, “Really? You really think we could be friends?” said Daniel. Amy’s heart stopped Daniel had just said friends. “Ah did you just say friends? I thought I thought you wanted me back you know as a well um you know errr me and you um well a couple?” said Amy nervously. “What?! No Amy I didn’t mean it like that” said Daniel as he let out a small laugh “But you said, in all your letters you wanted me back! You said how me and you were meant to be?” said Amy as her heart started pounding in her chest. “Amy I’m sorry, I meant we were meant to be friends not lovers? I’ve moved on Amy you see my wife is pregnant with her first child I just wanted to be friends” said Daniel. Amy couldn’t believe what she was hearing this whole time she had thought Daniel wanted to be lovers when really he just wanted to be friends. Amy hung up on Daniel her fists were trembling, her eyes were burning and her stomach dropped six feet under in a flash. Amy suddenly felt extremely sick so sick she could - “Blarrrrrr”… vomit!

 

Amy was in the worst condition yet; mascara running down her face, vomit trickling down her shirt, rejected by her ex-boyfriend, rejected from her dream career and to top it all off she was broke. “KNOCK KNOCK” a knock suddenly sounded from Amy’s wooden door, Amy was in no state to open that door so she didn’t open it instead she sat silently on the floor while she thought about how miserable her life had become. “I’ve come to collect your rent money” said the man behind Amy’s door. “I know your there I heard you making a racquet from your room a minute ago” said the man. “Go away nobody’s home” sobbed Amy. “Listen I’m going to need that $50 if you don’t hand it over I’m going to have to – “This is what’s left of my money” said Amy as she opened her door and handed over her last $25. The man stared at Amy in shock he saw the vomit on Amy’s shirt and took one huge step back. “I’m going to need another errrrm $25” said the man as he held his nose and looked at Amy in disgust. “I don’t have any money left it was my-my-my last bit of money left…” said Amy in a weak voice that sounded almost like a whisper. “Look I’m sorry that you ahh well have no money left but I’m only giving you 24 hours to hand the rest of the money over, If you don’t pay up well you’re out of here” said the man as he walked away from Amy’s room. Amy was a goner she didn’t no what to do, she was most likely going to be on the streets begging for money in just 24 hours!

 

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She's the ultimate of the ultimate, she puts the scene in scene queen, she has style like no other, she's Zui Suicide of course!! So yes I'm just another Zui Suicide fan who wasted time making this buzznet about her but hey who cares, because at least I got to make a buzznet about her! Well anyway Zui says that she might be making another trashlife?!?! omgg if she does then well i duuno it wuud be cool DUH? but yeh if she does go ahead with the trashylife talk then I wonder what it would be like, without audrey and all but it would still definently kik yo ass!! so Zui takes some amazing photos and I love her photos so yeh just had to point htat out!!?! anywaiiz ill stop here b4 i start not makng sence or hav i alredy? peace out...